Midmost in the firestream
I live in an anxious way
Trying to give birth to
The child of my redemption
But too calm I am
Too unreal I feel
Constant alienation
Is the result of my abstinence
Once I was the cyclone - Once I was this god
Once I was the one - Screwing you around
Consuming your immunity - The truth in your lies
The sadness in your ecstasy
The love in your mouth
Once I was true - Once I was pure
Once I was you - Now just a duplicate of myself
Lives in your world
Hiding myself
Behind these words
Your blood still flows in me
Your love still lives in me
Your hand still covers me
Your pride I wanna be
Why does it matter now
It will end someday, somehow
I am forever, no come back
And like a brave old soldier
I stand up and accept that
Someone capitulates for me
I accept your judgement over my difference
My childish eyes have turned into
Black holes a long time ago
My thoughts have turned into infliction
Many years before
But I know that time and
Knowledge belong together
Celebrating the prisoner
Now a cold fire burns
On a black moon
I accept your rules
I salute my end
I endure my punishment
Look down on me
Play your game with me
I am eternity
Your pride I can never be
Why should I deny That I will not resist How could I decline When I am still prone Welcome To the weird travel thr...
My life People don t try to tell me how to livem y life Don t try to fill me up with false hopes and lies Show m...
It is in me Wipes the smile from my face Extingishes the splendor in my eyes I cannot get away I do not want to b...
Ignorant I drift into uncertainty I have never been prepared After the second But real birth Came self reproach P...
Let my thoughts freeze Let me feel not Wax on their face What they hide behind I should not be here I shou...
What do you do when you return from your inner trail search In your own interior And you find yourself unchan...
So many thoughts we have lost So many thoughts we have won Selecting the real ones Rejecting the false...
Searching for the spotlight To clear up your wickedness You have waited so long Penetrating yourself Diving deepe...
Do you know when it feels like you re in a dream And do you really know when you just know anybody you used t...
Tonight a carnivore is out Lust burning in his head The need for flesh leads him Right between your thighs Vio...
