Collapsed
Pagan Lorn
Nihilennium
Used thoughts
Second thoughts
Compact thoughts
No longer the one you were
Become and play your role
Who goes for the throne must go for the king
This matter is not overdue
Still no change to see in your self-absorption
And the animal runs amuck
Getting stronger
I start taking pleasure in these thoughts
But is it real or just a lie
A need
Demanding discipline
Love of order accused
In an inner-war
The dependence and the selfishness strengthened
But unacceptable
My unsecureness makes it feel safe
Any thought is a declaration of love
Any anticipated joy
On the outbreak
The crushing firmness hardens
A bit of pain
A bit of overloaded
And I live again
Self-confidence of the undestroyable
The power of the inferior winner is
The might of the motor inside
The secret in my head
If it is too fast it does not matter
Because the hole becomes bigger
Push and restart
Clear up your picture
What hurts can be killed
The meal gets your own taste
You are prospering
Enjoying every single step
Every new refreshing breath
Milking your life
You feel the changes begin
Is the secret the remorse afterwards
I pay your price
Anyway but I have to give more than my megalomania
I am going to fail
That is a part of the role
Or is there less
Than I can see
No answers
Will this eternal wandering end
Will I live
Or is this life
No answers
Through confrontation
I will find a way
And I will do so
The animal inside
The beast
The maniac
That is what it is for
My victory is his death
His existence to give me sense
And to die on my birth
So I will kill him!
Pagan Lorn
Nihilennium
Used thoughts
Second thoughts
Compact thoughts
No longer the one you were
Become and play your role
Who goes for the throne must go for the king
This matter is not overdue
Still no change to see in your self-absorption
And the animal runs amuck
Getting stronger
I start taking pleasure in these thoughts
But is it real or just a lie
A need
Demanding discipline
Love of order accused
In an inner-war
The dependence and the selfishness strengthened
But unacceptable
My unsecureness makes it feel safe
Any thought is a declaration of love
Any anticipated joy
On the outbreak
The crushing firmness hardens
A bit of pain
A bit of overloaded
And I live again
Self-confidence of the undestroyable
The power of the inferior winner is
The might of the motor inside
The secret in my head
If it is too fast it does not matter
Because the hole becomes bigger
Push and restart
Clear up your picture
What hurts can be killed
The meal gets your own taste
You are prospering
Enjoying every single step
Every new refreshing breath
Milking your life
You feel the changes begin
Is the secret the remorse afterwards
I pay your price
Anyway but I have to give more than my megalomania
I am going to fail
That is a part of the role
Or is there less
Than I can see
No answers
Will this eternal wandering end
Will I live
Or is this life
No answers
Through confrontation
I will find a way
And I will do so
The animal inside
The beast
The maniac
That is what it is for
My victory is his death
His existence to give me sense
And to die on my birth
So I will kill him!
Why should I deny That I will not resist How could I decline When I am still prone Welcome To the weird travel thr...
My life People don t try to tell me how to livem y life Don t try to fill me up with false hopes and lies Show m...
It is in me Wipes the smile from my face Extingishes the splendor in my eyes I cannot get away I do not want to b...
Ignorant I drift into uncertainty I have never been prepared After the second But real birth Came self reproach P...
What do you do when you return from your inner trail search In your own interior And you find yourself unchan...
Let my thoughts freeze Let me feel not Wax on their face What they hide behind I should not be here I shou...
So many thoughts we have lost So many thoughts we have won Selecting the real ones Rejecting the false...
Searching for the spotlight To clear up your wickedness You have waited so long Penetrating yourself Diving deepe...
Midmost in the firestream I live in an anxious way Trying to give birth to The child of my redemption But to...
Do you know when it feels like you re in a dream And do you really know when you just know anybody you used t...
