What do I do to ingore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I / sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I / try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I canīt hold on / when Iīm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but Iīm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I canīt rely on myself
I canīt hold on
To what I want when Iīm stretched so thin
Itīs all too much to take in
I canīt hold on
I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
How do you think / Iīve lost so much
Iīm so afraid / Iīm out of touch
How do you expect / I will know what to do
When all I know / Is what you tell me to
Donīt you know
I canīt tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I canīt seem to convince myself why
Iīm stuck on the outside
(2x) I canīt hold on
To what I want when Iīm stretched so thin
Itīs all too much to take in
I canīt hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I / sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I / try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I canīt hold on / when Iīm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but Iīm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I canīt rely on myself
I canīt hold on
To what I want when Iīm stretched so thin
Itīs all too much to take in
I canīt hold on
I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
How do you think / Iīve lost so much
Iīm so afraid / Iīm out of touch
How do you expect / I will know what to do
When all I know / Is what you tell me to
Donīt you know
I canīt tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I canīt seem to convince myself why
Iīm stuck on the outside
(2x) I canīt hold on
To what I want when Iīm stretched so thin
Itīs all too much to take in
I canīt hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared After m...
Memories consume like opening the wound I m picking me apart again You all assume I m safe here in my ...
Ich traeumte davon verschwunden zu sein Du hattest solche Angst Aber niemand wollte dir zuhoeren W...
Gefuehllos Ich habe es so satt zu sein wie ihr du mich wollt willst dass ich mich schon treulos fuehle verloren unte...
Ich erinnerte mich an schwarze Himmel die Blitze um mich herum Ich erinnerte mich an jedes Blitzen als die Zei...
I remembered black skies The lightning all around me I remembered each flash As time began to blur Like a star...
Es beginnt mit einer Kleinigkeit Ich wei nicht warum Es kommt berhaupt nicht darauf an wie sehr du dich anstre...
I close both locks below the window I close both blinds and turn away Sometimes solutions aren t so sim...
I m tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface I don t know what you re expec...
It starts with one thing I don t know why It doesn t even matter how hard you try keep that in mind I designed...
