i don't drink to forget
i drink so i can suffer twice as much
cuz in this world of pain
nothing breaks the memory of your touch
what was i thinking
i should have kept drinking
to flood you face from my mind
the tears they cloud my eyes
i bite my tongue till i taste my blood
so you won't hear my cries
hiding in my private darkness
i put you out of my mind
my fear of death being overcome
by my hatred for this life
i drink so i can suffer twice as much
cuz in this world of pain
nothing breaks the memory of your touch
what was i thinking
i should have kept drinking
to flood you face from my mind
the tears they cloud my eyes
i bite my tongue till i taste my blood
so you won't hear my cries
hiding in my private darkness
i put you out of my mind
my fear of death being overcome
by my hatred for this life
mesmorized by your beauty i feel powerless in your gaze ostracized treated unfairly at night i dream of blood fi...
can t live without you you re my saving grace you helped me keep my sanity when i was struggling you were by my ...
the classic struggle of good and evil has brought me to my knees my mind is so filled with hate one hundred dem...
my hatred is unstoppable and death for you will be so slow your sins are unforgivable and your god can t save you ...
help me jesus save me from this mind you gave me i m holding on but self control will soon betray me...
I wasn t meant to be no one sent for me Always told I was something more This destiny will destroy me ...
you know who i love nobody you know who i trust nobody you know who i fear nobody i prayed a thousand times he n...
i m killing myself slowly way too fucking slow you never see my weakness i never let it show buried so deep...
wake up and hate another day in paradise i don t think i ve been happy more than twice in my life the fi...
Don t even tell me because I already know This fucking beast inside always ready to make a show Never can I lea...
