i guess it's been a year or two or three
i let myself forget who i'm supposed to be
lived for myself no matter what was said or done
didn't give a fuck if i offended everyone
another day still living in the gutter
i never doubt i'm better than the others

defined myself for years by the rules i broke
another drink and i'll forget
if i can't remember how can i regret
another pill and i'll forget
if i can't remember how can i regret
another bundle and i'll forget
if i can't remember how can i regret
i let myself forget who i'm supposed to be
lived for myself no matter what was said or done
didn't give a fuck if i offended everyone
another day still living in the gutter
i never doubt i'm better than the others

defined myself for years by the rules i broke
another drink and i'll forget
if i can't remember how can i regret
another pill and i'll forget
if i can't remember how can i regret
another bundle and i'll forget
if i can't remember how can i regret
mesmorized by your beauty i feel powerless in your gaze ostracized treated unfairly at night i dream of blood fi...
can t live without you you re my saving grace you helped me keep my sanity when i was struggling you were by my ...
the classic struggle of good and evil has brought me to my knees my mind is so filled with hate one hundred dem...
my hatred is unstoppable and death for you will be so slow your sins are unforgivable and your god can t save you ...
help me jesus save me from this mind you gave me i m holding on but self control will soon betray me...
i don t drink to forget i drink so i can suffer twice as much cuz in this world of pain nothing breaks the memor...
I wasn t meant to be no one sent for me Always told I was something more This destiny will destroy me ...
you know who i love nobody you know who i trust nobody you know who i fear nobody i prayed a thousand times he n...
i m killing myself slowly way too fucking slow you never see my weakness i never let it show buried so deep...
wake up and hate another day in paradise i don t think i ve been happy more than twice in my life the fi...


